" The higher your hopes are, the greater the disappointment " will telling how I feel about the avoidence be a better idea? I really don't think so. I mean, what the fuck? Since we're just frineds who says "hi" and "bye", whats more to continue with? "Good Mornings" and "Good Nights" ? Nothing can change, nothing can be done. She's just the way she is and I'm guessing always. 2 years dreams shattered from heights you can never imagine. More painful then the previous one somehow. Never though this day would come so fast eh banheng? Maybe its always me taking things so seriously, or is it just my luck? I should try not taking this things so seriously from now onwards. I mean DAMN WHAT THE FUCK ARGHHH GHGHGHGHHGGGAARGARHAGRAHRAGRHAHRGAGRHARG
Well, I thought being friends was better but its just hard giving up. Even god wunt let me drink at this situation. I've run out of alcohol. Seems like I'll be having trouble sleeping.
Things said in the previous post, I guess it meant nothing to me anymore.