wow..i never believed horoscope would be so accurate till today...
I was jus thinking: "after all i done and till this very day, i still got nothing from it and yet she's giving cold shoulders? *well lyk i said this is what i thought*." Then, I got so depressed on the bus somehow,
and then i though: " Maybe, it's time to just throw it one side, leave it be. But, after so long, I mean. Wanting to woo her was lyk, a 2 year dream? And What the fuck? Now I'm gonna throw it one side? True enough I can only see her 2 more months in school, since I couldnt get her outside *what a failure*, but really its so hard to carry on anymore. I want to give up but, I don't want to. I..."
Well, this thing i noticed long ago but i dun wanna say it out. Its the word that i'm very afraid of, the 4 letter word.
Alright, now I've come to a decision to hault everything. built up inside of me, is a place so dark so cold that I want to just fuck out of it. The horoscope said: *for the 4 letter word that is* " You're disappointed by it, and you thought of leading a solo life."wow huh? never been so accurate before. Locked up, threw the keys one side.
Now, 'O' levels in 2 months. I shall have fun, study and rock my world for all I care. No more pain, I've made a change. I shall meet LOVE and challenge the fear I have for it after my 2months is up.
By the way, ORAL TODAY IS SO FUCKING EASY!!!!! OH MY GOD NEVER BEEN SO CONFIDENT BEFORE!!!! I'M HOPE I REALLY GET A DISTINCTION!!!!!!!!
Chiabanheng, Calvinn