Dear Blog,

Its funny how people talked about 'Happily ever after' never came. When it does, they just gave it a 'Once upon a time' and end it with a 'Happily never after'. Guess it never did worked out. From fights after fights things change, I know I didn't. Naive I was, to believe I can change things back to what they were.

Parents knew how heartbroken I was. They never talked about it. They knew I was smoking, but they held onto their believe where they know, that I will never disappoint them. Brothers didn't talked about it. Friends didn't talked about it. Buddies do. They will never leave you behind to suffer the fate of 'Happily never after'. They will accompany you in everyways. Phone calls, messages, online, and even asked you out when you left them behind once. To them, they believe one person never change, or never will change. So they held on to that hope and they always got that right.

I realised why I took bike instead. Cause cars are beyond our reach, and it will only reach you when you're ready. I've turned from a boy to a guy after what happened. I'm back to who I am where every responsiblities are back on my shoulders. I'll turn into a man in 1 and a half year time. Till then, I'll never look back on 'Happily ever after'. I'll be back on working towards a successful man. Right now its just bike, studies, money, and my journey to becoming a man.

Till I've become a successful man and only then, 'Happily ever after' will show up.
I will let my heart be locked up in where it used to be. Mind over body. Now its a new chapter of my life. I'm gonna write it a different way, and defy my fate as usual.

Cheers.